Ok. So there are things I need to admit to myself. No matter how much other people tell me, it will never sink in until I tell myself. Some of this will be hard for me, so (assuming I don't cry on, and thus short my keyboard) don't judge if my typing gets sketchy.
Dear Kelsey,
Sweetie... The past few months has been hard. But that's how it goes. Last year, as measured from Camp 2010-Camp 2011was an amazing year. It's about time things get rough. It's just the way it works out. But!! That's no excuse! However, it'll get better.
Josh is gone. He does NOT (romantically) love you. He has not and will not forgive you anytime soon for the things he thinks you did. You know the truth, and he will one day. He's not mad at you, he doesn't hate you. But the two of you are over. You're on to separate lives, nd the lives God planned for you. So turn off Walk the Line, Sweet Home Alabama, and Legally Blonde. Did you even notice you've had a Reese Witherspoon marathon? C'mon, darling! Pull it together. And you pretend your cuddle pillow is someone else. And that's perfectly ok. Enjoy that. =]
You're a college student now! You're leagally a grown up, and you'll have home work. You'll have to study. Good luck. Remember, Dave offered to help with math, so you'll be fine.
Meet people! Seriously you can't just sit at a table, and blog while nibbling on you KFC. For the moment though, it's all good. Because you're currently surrounded by people you don't know, and Lucas. Ha ha ha.
You can do this. You'll be ok! I swear!
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