WOW!

Oh my goodness! I haven't posted in over a month! I can't believe it!

Well... A lot has happened in the past while -at least the past week.

Joshua and I broke up. I got comfortable in our relationship, which I think is an ok thing to do. However, with my new-found comfort, and the craze and lack of control I felt in my life, I tried to control Josh. And we argued a lot because of it. He got tired of being controled and he got tired of arguing. I don't blame him at all.

But we've talked it out, and it's all good between us. We don't plan on getting back together, but moving on, and being happy.

I start school in 11 days! This is HUGE to me! Because this is the fresh start that I've wanted for years. Everyone in high school remembers me as the little chunky kid from 5th grade, and then the kid who was never afraid to disagree with you in jr. high. But I won't know a single person in my classes. And I'm ok with that. I'm actually really excited to make new friends. I'm pretty good at it, to be honest.

So through things going crazily wrong (Mummy's cancer, Dad's heart trouble, my sudden lack of Josh) I've had no choice but to lean completely on God. I know He has a plan for me, and that this is all part of it. I just have to know that all things will work for the good of them that love the Lord. I think I've gotten pretty darn good at trusting God and His plan.

And I've never been happier. =]