You should know...

I feel like I have an obligation to post. I've gotten requests for more, and someone even approached me at work.
She told me I was completely adorable, and that I needed to blog twice as often as I did.
Although, as it stands, I have nothing to say.
That's a lie.
I have sooo much to tell you.

1. I am an awesome actress. People have told me that they envy the way I can keep everyone and everything around me held together. Oh how wrong you are!
I can put on a bold face and smile at school. There are parts of my past that very few people know about. And they were told only so they could carry me through it.

2. I am no picture of health. I have a heart murmur. I have Vassodepressor Syncope (My blood vessels constrict, and I faint. It has triggers, like epilepsy.)
I have the immune systen of a chemo patient. And I have a PARS Defect. Which is, as I can understand it, when the catrilage or bone that holds my L4 vertebra in place never fully formed, and thus my vertebra slips and slides as it pleases. Ouch.

3. I'm girly. I love my heels and my dresses, and my make-up is my life. I love doing my hair and my nails, and my face. I love dressing up, and my handwriting is huge and cute.  But I drive a truck. I love four-wheelers. I can ride a jet ski with the best of them. I really want to learn to shoot a bow, and I love fishing. Joshua says he got the best of both worlds. He's right.

4. Certain things will totally set me off.
People smacking their lips while they chew, or when I can hear them chewing even with their mouths closed.
Scratching sounds. Like nails on a seat belt, or any material, drive me nuts. And all patience goes out the window.

5. I want to change the world. I have to make a difference. And I will. Watch me.

6. I adore kids. I love love love them. I want 6 of my own. I know it might sound crazy, but that's 6 more chances I have to get something right.

7. I love watching shows I watched when I was little. It makes me somehow feel like everything can go back to the way it was. When I was safe, and everything was simple.

8. I love Love. It's incredible. Whether it's the love between my friends and family, or the love Joshua shows me everyday. But my favorite love, is the love God has for me. =]