All of Me.

So I really can't write a letter to me future boyfriend in 650 characters or less.

Dear Whoever You Are,
Congratulations! You're going to be my boyfriend. Quite an undertaking. A noble one, but reserved for only the most incredible of men.

I'm not perfect. Lord knows, and so does everyone else. I've made my share of mistakes, and I hope you can accept them, and realize that they do not make me who I am today. I'm not that same person.

I will be as understanding as I can be, and I'm pretty understanding and patient. I'll always give you a chance to explain your words or actions, or even thoughts and ideas. If I don't agree, I'll let you know. But as long as you explain yourself, and have good reasons for saying what you say, doing what you do, or believing what you believe, I'm ok with it.

Granted, there are differences that we just can't have. That's why "irreconcilable differences" is now considered a legitimate reason for divorce. It's one thing if you're not a Christian, but you must be willing to support me and my church activities, as well as come to church with me. That's the biggest thing. Nearly anything else I can work with.

I can be childish, but never too much, and never at inappropriate times. As you can probably see, I'm fairly mature. But if I see a Hop-Scotch pattern, I will jump through it, then resume our conversation.

I love Love LOVE sending ridiculously long texts and messages telling you exactly what's on my mind, and exactly how I feel. Usually, those are smushy and lovey-dovey. And as much as I love sending them, I love getting them even more.

I'll get it out of the way and say it, we're going to hurt each other. Somewhere along the line we walk, I'll say or do something that steps on your toes, and you'll do the same lovely favor for me. But one must learn to ask forgiveness. You explain your words or doings, and say you understand why it hurt. Then say you're sorry, and ask forgiveness. Aldo, one must learn to forgive. Listen to reason; theirs and yours. Then work it out, kiss, hug, and move on happily.

I've had boyfriends. Two, to be exact (I don't count Jr. high and below). Ups and downs. I don't regret anything. But through my experiences, that include my relationships, I have scars. I'm willing to bet you do, too. Lovely (I adore that word).

As sketchy as it may be, I will love you with my whole heart. Absolutely all of it. Nothing will keep me from being the best possible girlfriend I can be. I will stand by you, defend you and your decisions, and I'll support you in the things you love to do. We'll be amazing.

Please, watch and enjoy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=50ygAc2qP5A

I can't wait to meet you, wherever you are.